Saturday, March 12, 2011

Worship Night Part Two

For a long time I have had three fears or doubts. Number one was that I was afraid that I gave out love to much to quickly.That no one loved me back. I doubted that my friends loved me . I thought I freaked  everyone out by saying that I loved them. So I went up and asked if my friend Geoff would pray for me. He said yes and as he was praying for me I felt so loved. And then he told me that he thinks God wanted to tell me that I am so loved. Geoff may have thought it was no big deal But it brought me to tears. It meant the world to me. The second fear was. What people thought about me. That people thought that I was a big flirt because I hang out with boys. I wondered why I hung out with the boys? Then I made up my mind to stop hanging out with my guy friends. Until Dylan prayed for me as I told you about in part one. The third fear was that I am not beautiful. I felt ugly and that was why no one loved me.Then my friend Randy came up to me and said. Joanna you are so beautiful. God thinks you are beautiful and never think otherwise. She prayed for me and at the end of the night. I was happy looking in the mirror. For the first time in a long time I felt loved like I had friends a purpose and that I was beautiful. all of my three fears had vanished. In one night because of God.

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